Changes

     It's been over three years since I've posted here, but it is something I'm going to consciously try and keep up with on a weekly basis. It's not hard, I know that. I've just admittedly been lazy. I look back at previous posts and my similar claims to keep up with this and laugh and think to myself, "who are you kidding? What's to say you won't do the same thing and flat out forget about it for another three years?" Not this time.


     I'm not going to sit here and give everyone a run down of my life story during the last three years because let's face it, nobody wants that and I don't want to type it all out anyway. I just look at how different everything is, how set in my ways I used to be and how certain I was in where things were headed. I think of how comfortable I was in having a daily routine. The things that used to trigger stress is far from the free spirit that I'm slowly seeing myself become. There is so much to look forward to but at the same time, a lot of uncertainty. While that uncertainty used to bring about panic attacks and anxiety, it now brings excitement and eagerness. It's an odd feeling to anticipate the unknown. But I finally, for the first time in my life, feel like I'm on the path that I'm supposed to be on, even if I don't know what is yet laid out for me on said path. I find myself more willing to facing my fears, even if I still have to work myself up to it. The willingness and the anticipation are always there now. My second year in journalism is approaching next month and I'm looking forward to what's in store. I'm looking forward to seeing my classmates again and being back in the classroom, which is something I never expected to hear come from my own lips.

     I don't want to sit and ramble on all night, but be prepared that this where it will happen in the future. I hope you all keep coming back and checking it out, as I plan to submit something every week. Sometimes more, who knows. All I hope is that people read it. I look forward to continuing to develop as a writer and a journalist and having all of you along for the journey.


-KJM